Saturday, June 7, 2008
lost in time // 6/07/2008 01:04:00 PM
before this i'm a girl who know what i want,
i'll go for it and will not settle for less...
but now,
i'm changing..
i don't know what i want...
things are so blurry..
i guess i missed the old times where all things flow well for me..
Labels: ......:::: sad sonata ::::.......
Sunday, May 18, 2008
...::: misery luv it's company :::... // 5/18/2008 08:39:00 PM
..:: broken ::..
sdey aku.
i'm going insane..
just found out my dad remarried last friday..
stress glak..
bla aku call my dad,
dia xmengaku..
n he lied bout it...
ckp yg da xmo kawin ngan dat BITCH...
sial..
geramnya..
so when mama call gtaw my dad ada d uma nenek..
aku trus p sna..
nasib la kmi tggal dlam 1 tman prumahan..
so xsmpai 5 minit,aku smpai sna..
msk2 ja uma nenek..
trus p blik nenek..
n there he was..
chatting ngan nenek..
nenek cried when i yelled at him..
aku rsa bdosa juak cuz c tinggi suara kat da..
but i just cant helped it..
things just blurted out of my mouth..
i started nagging n crying...
n without thinking twice i hit him...
again n again..
sorry Pa..
aku xdpat tahan..
sakit glak hati aku ko wat kami gni..
smpai hati ko..
kejam tul ko..
ko xfikir prasaan kami..
adik tekanan rindu ko..
jangan la wat uma cni uma persinggahan ko..
ko dtang n pegi la ko mo..
kami x mahu tgk ko lagi..
sdh ko buang kami dari hdup ko..
u'll regret all the bad things dat u have done..
we'll try to move on n forget u...
end of the story!!!!!....
aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..
cam drama melayu plak aku nya hidup dah..
mama heroin , aku plak pelakon pembantu..huhuu...
tajuk drama da " BaPaku kawin lagi"...
huhuhuhu...
stress glak..
xsangka tul things turn out like this..
life is so damn unpredictable...
n uNFAIR too..
Labels: ......:::: sad sonata ::::.......
Thursday, April 24, 2008
..wheN hOpes begIns to faDe.. // 4/24/2008 04:10:00 PM
sial..
geram glak aku skrg ni..
xabis2 ka?..
penat sdh aku ni..
xlagi aku than bgini..
cian my parents..
aku c lepas geram plak ngan dorang..
heyh!!..
SAKIT JIWA...
try to think +ve..
n look at this incident from the bright side..
this thing happens for a reason..
god wants to 'uji' my faith..
gOnna get through this..
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
// 4/15/2008 12:02:00 AM
Kadang-kadang perjuangan adalah sesuatu yg kita perlukan dalam hidup kita..
if Tuhan membiarkan kita hidup tanpa ranjau dan perjuangan, kita mgkin akan jadi lemah dan tak tahan ujian...
Kita mungkin tidak kuat untuk menghadapi rintangan bagi mencapai cita-cita dan harapan yang kita idamkan....
Kita mungkin tidak akan pernah dapat 'terbang' jauh.
Sesungguhnya Tuhan itu Maha Pengasih dan Maha Penyayang...
Kita memohon kekuatan dan keteguhan hati...
Dan Tuhan memberi kita dugaan dan ujian untuk membuat kita kuat dan cekal..
Kita memohon kebijaksanaan...
Dan Tuhan memberi kita berbagai persoalan hidup untuk diselesaikan agar kita bertambah bijaksana dan matang.
Kita memohon kemakmuran...
Dan Tuhan memberi kita akal dan tenaga untuk dipergunakan sepenuhnya bagi mencapai kemakmuran.
Kita memohon cinta...
Dan Tuhan memberi kita orang-orang bermasalah untukdiselamatkan dan dicintai.
Kita memohon kemurahan rezeki dan kebaikan hati...
Dan Tuhan memberi kita kesempatan-kesempatan yang silih berganti...
coPied frOm warnadiri.blogspot.com...
Monday, April 14, 2008
// 4/14/2008 10:22:00 PM
I GET BORED EASILY...
don't know why prangai aku mcm ni...
aku cepat boring ngan sumthing..
for example : my ex....
kmi couple 3 days ja..
3 hari tu pun aku rsa xselesa..
eventhough dia xkongkong aku, aku ttp rsa mcm kena kongkong...
at that time, aku realised yg aku xska commitment..
aku lg prefer stay single..
then,aku mnta break...
boring GLAK bha dia tu..
balik2 msg n call aku..
plez la..
give me sum space keyh..
aku da byk keja len lg..
xkan mo lyn da ja..
byk bnda len yg berfaedah..
tDur, mkn, tgk movie, surf internet, jogging, shopping, n so on.....
looking forward to meet my besties..
dorang blk next week..
xsbar mo jmp drg..
heeeeeheeeeee....
Sunday, April 13, 2008
~+++ CuPpy +++ ~ // 4/13/2008 11:36:00 PM
11.39..
huhuhu..
tgh mlm n i'm still craving 4 dis..
~ yumMy ~
lapo den..
huhuhu..
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F to the I to the N to the A to the L to the E to the X to the A to the M....
dorang shery hari ni...
dah wish dorang..
p for sure, shery ngan yg len
nervous tahap cipan dah skrg ni....
hahahaha...
p bley2, c shery msg aku..
tnya num c balqis..
lpa dia wish bufday c balqis ...
HoPe balqis xmrah da..
he3..
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just now aku sms ngan azizi c " pembunuh "...
"tHanks to JAmes"...
james yg bg nma tu kat da..
kejam tul bha ko james..
huhuhu...
xtaw npa da pggl c Gjie pembunuh..
xda rupa pun...
4 me, da nmpak macho but he's really sweet at the same time..
my 2nd skandal time d matrix dlu..heee...
after a few months , mmg by mo d'critakn but then aku xda mood mo cta pjg2 ngan dia..
just bg nachat ja..
tkar2 cta..
sleepy ar aku...
tdO dlu...
nyte2...
sweet dreams=].....
Labels: liVe.Life.love.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
+++ if Only U KneW +++ // 4/10/2008 11:05:00 PM
If you see me walking with someone else, it's not because I love him
It's because you're not brave enough to walk beside me...
If you see me smiling, it's not because I've forgotten you
It's because I'm tired of crying for you...
If you see me living again, it's not because I want to get back at you
It's because I want to get back what you took from me....
But most of all
If I fall in love with someone else, it's not because I wanted to
It's because you were never there to catch me and love me back...
Labels: liVe.Life.love.
~ yumMy ~